I have been meaning to come and talk to you. My typing here is my version of talking to you. I wish there was a more real version but that is not possible at least not now and I just have to make do with form of communication till I see you next.

I feel I am jumping at anything and everything that is happening around me, I don't know how I should go about it? What if I am really not that good and what I am expecting from myself is not all that great?! The only problem with it is that I think I want to be. I also want to be. I also want answers to all my questions I want some balance and perspective and I don't know what to do or how to go about it.

I should be able to handle it. Am I doing the right thing?

I need some guidance and a big bear hug :)

Miss you a lot.