Dear papa,
Mehr turns four. It is also the beginning of time we spent together. The last time we spent together. I always have regret that I threw that time away. I wish I had somehow been better at being me. Better at being chuti-muti.
In four days I will be dropping mummy off at ATL. The last time I dropped you two off I lost one of you. I am a bit scared and I am not ready to loose the only other parent that I have. I dont know what I will do without you both.
Evertime Dhruv smiles looking in space being animated and responding to something that I can not see, I want to think that it is you having a moment with him. He feels your love and sees you. Something that I can not. I miss you papa.
I will miss mummy too when she leaves.
Sometimes I feel alone. I know I am not. I want you in my life back.
Miss you
Mehr turns four. It is also the beginning of time we spent together. The last time we spent together. I always have regret that I threw that time away. I wish I had somehow been better at being me. Better at being chuti-muti.
In four days I will be dropping mummy off at ATL. The last time I dropped you two off I lost one of you. I am a bit scared and I am not ready to loose the only other parent that I have. I dont know what I will do without you both.
Evertime Dhruv smiles looking in space being animated and responding to something that I can not see, I want to think that it is you having a moment with him. He feels your love and sees you. Something that I can not. I miss you papa.
I will miss mummy too when she leaves.
Sometimes I feel alone. I know I am not. I want you in my life back.
Miss you
