Its been 6 months since I wrote to you. Your B'day, Mehr's B'day, New Year and your going away all of those days just rolled by in that order. I think with all that is happening in the world right now, we would have had soooo much to talk about.

Dhoni retired from test cricket and stepped down as captain, Trump won and is now the president; although not in that order.

There is so much that is happening that is bewildering and confusing. It would have been more enriching to have you around and bounce off ideas of. I know it sounds more casual than it feels. What I really want is some anchoring. I am the anchor for my kids but wen I want to look for mine I am not sure what that is?

I love you papa. I hope you are at peace where ever you are.

Mehr once said: Why do you worry about your daddy so much?

I dont know to this date what to answer and what she is asking. Didn't ask for any clarifications.

Love
Shruti