Dear papa,

There is so much in my life that I could have used your advice on. I wish I could talk it over with you. Its not like you would have known what to do but at least you would have been here. Sometimes that is all the strength I have needed. I don't know what will happen tomorrow. I am seeking your blessings. Please help me become a better worker, a better leader, a better follower, a better professional, a better mother, life-partner, a better human.
I hope you are fine. I hope you do look up on me sometimes. I look up to you all the time in my head, in my memories, in my heart. You are always a part of me. You probably have no idea how much I have loved you and still do. May be you do. Help me be strong and do the right thing. I need your love, your faith and your blessings. I need to feel your hand on my head, to smooth away all my worry lines that are etched inside not out.

Love, love and more love
Chuti-muti