Dear papa,
I was watching tanishq adds one after the other and it made me think of you somehow. Not that we have shopped from there a lot or anything like it. Its possibly because those adverts are made to make one feel cherished and that's how I felt with you- cherished. You were not a king but I was definitely your princess. I miss that and I miss you. I hope you are well and you can see things that we do. I hope you are watching over us, all of us. I wish you were here. I hope you know how much I love you. I need your strength tomorrow and I will be drawing from it.
Love
me
I was watching tanishq adds one after the other and it made me think of you somehow. Not that we have shopped from there a lot or anything like it. Its possibly because those adverts are made to make one feel cherished and that's how I felt with you- cherished. You were not a king but I was definitely your princess. I miss that and I miss you. I hope you are well and you can see things that we do. I hope you are watching over us, all of us. I wish you were here. I hope you know how much I love you. I need your strength tomorrow and I will be drawing from it.
Love
me
Perhaps I should not have commented on so personal a thing. But these letters made me feel a little bit more grounded to reality. And, its depravity. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteI am not sure if these have anything to do with reality. This is my escape from relaity of loosing someone I love and refusing to accept that there will never be anymore communication between us ever. This is my refusal to accept the finality of death or my way of dealing with it as real or unreal that may be. Why have you stopped writing on your blog? Or is that too personal a question.
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