Dear Papa,

I want you to guide destiny in this case.Talk about expectations but its not that I think mostly I just want to somehow unburden and unwind and this is definitely one of the ways for me to do that. Lately life has been so hectic and gives me a feeling that I am running around like a headless chicken and doing all these rounds, jumping through all the hoops and crossing all the ts... but I am not sure to what end.
There is frantic activity and to do lists but I am not sure if I have picked up things that are helpful or I have made any progress. More recently I have given an interview at a company and I think it would be an interesting opportunity and it looks promising. I have worked with them in the past and that has been a god experience from what I understand for both the parties. In fact they wanted me to apply for this position. So all this was very encouraging. Only I have not heard from them. That has led to a fair amount of anxiety and leaping to conclusions  to pits of despair.
I want a pause, perspective and purpose in life and I also want your blessings and love and above all you.

Love
chuti-muti