Dear Papa,

I need help. I need to get to a better place with peace. At times like these I am reminded of who I am and what do I care about, value and stand for.

I value:

• Authenticity
• Courage
• Growth and Learning
• Creating meaningful impact

I need to be in the right frame of mind to take on whatever lies ahead.

I have to not desert the team when they need me also.

Please give me the strength and wisdom to do the right thing and do justice to who I am.

Love

Chuti-Muti

 I had a weak moment earlier today.

I needed some strength and composure that I was not able to find within myself. I have missed the therapeutic powers of writing. After recognizing that I needed help I asked for help.

There was not a lot of time but somehow I was able to center myself and act in the capacity of force multiplier and not a diminisher.

I believe in narrative identity and I have been thinking about who am I?

And I really started answering it as who I am not...

I am not what I do. Who I am, I bring to whatever I do.

I am someone who embraces the Rookie mindset where learning beats knowing  as I ride the growth curve.

A self identified multipotentialite is someone with many interests and creative pursuits 

 Dear Papa,

I miss you so much today. I feel like I need a hug to take away this cold hard dampness that I am feeling in the center of my being. Thinking of you makes me feel more lonely. 

I hope you are happy where you are and at peace!

I miss you dearly everyday. Can you see me from where you are? Are you proud of who I am becoming and the choices I am making?

Please be my strength.

Please be my light.

Lots of love

Chuti-Muti