Dear Papa,

I miss you so much today. I feel like I need a hug to take away this cold hard dampness that I am feeling in the center of my being. Thinking of you makes me feel more lonely. 

I hope you are happy where you are and at peace!

I miss you dearly everyday. Can you see me from where you are? Are you proud of who I am becoming and the choices I am making?

Please be my strength.

Please be my light.

Lots of love

Chuti-Muti